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1. I'm horrible with updates on journals, I know it. Especially when I find a new shiny internet site (like tumblr recently)
2. I'm a fandom whore. Between each updates I'm jumping on so many different fandoms that I neraly got the whipslash on the last one. Or it might be the fault of the fact that First Class kind of sneaked up on me.
3. I NEVER finish what I started.
 - Actually, I seriously hope that it's not true, because I'm finally writing some fanfic and I would really like to finish this.
4. On Monday I'm going to a University. In a different country.
 - Actually, even right now, I'm kind of sitting in an armchair in the friggin Netherlands instead of my safe, Polish sofa, because I decided to visit my dad while I'm already leaving the country.
5. I'm scared shit. I mean, seriously, what do you do in a whole new country? What was I thinking not only applying to go there, but also accepting? That was some really insane amount of crazy I was on.
6. And what with my fear of new people? What do I do when someone try to make friends with me?
 - I would probably worship them, because I like having friends and no many people enjoy my kind of crazy. At least not many people that I already knew.
7. My little half-brother is the most adorable thing on the planet. Ok, he IS a little annoying, but it mostly comes from the fact that he's not even three and have too much energy and spoiling parents, but seriosuly - He just stood in the living room today and sang: "Sylwia (that's me! HI!) is lovely~" over and over. And he's so cute all the time that I don't know if I should make Awww~noises or dolphin noises or just snuggle him until he can't breath. Probably not the last one. And he speaks in a weird mish-mash of Polish and Netherlandian (?) <--- LOL, sorry people from here, I literally have no idea what you language is called like and I'm too lazy to look it up.
8. FUCK! I'M GOING TO A NEW COUNTRY TO STUDY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
9. I think I mentioned the last one already. Oh well.
10. No idea what to write anymore~ And my dad is standing over me and reminding me that I have to sleep sometimes and it would probably be good time to start since it's half past midnight and all that shit.

Goodnight :)
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